So SL seems to be down..I'm home sick in bed with no energy to get up and do much. So I'm downloading new music and trying to sort through the e-mail I neglect in my home mailbox.
Of course, would I be satisfied just doing one thing at a time? Or two? Course not. So I googled myself.
Real me comes up twice - once for a college project I did and once for work.
Good lord! She comes up a lot!
A lot of the search results were from Kim's blog (thanks, Kim!), some were quotes from me, Plurk info, yada yada.
So, sadly, I deleted my Plurk account. Let's face it - I used it for a day and that was it. I deleted my Blog Catalog thingie whatever. That too was only for a day of interest.
Then I started digging deeper into the search results.
I even fell into this one blog...more an RL blog of a girl I don't even recognize who described me (I'm thinking there's no RL Blissie Boucher?) as very generous with my friends..and we IMed?
And it makes me feel kinda shitty - I don't even KNOW her! I may - but I don't recognize her RL self. LOL I'm on a mission, though. To find her and thank her in SL.
I'm excited everything I searched and found was positive. No "what a rancid bitch" comments. :P
I don't set out to be everyone's best friend; I'd be a liar if I even THOUGHT of making that statement. But I'm happy that the people I am friends with DO consider me a good friend (I've always said, it works both ways - you get back what you give out. I can only be a good friend TO a good friend).
It takes me a very long time to warm up to people and even longer to let them into my life. There are some people I don't WANT to be friends with (for whatever reason). And I don't IM daily - not with many people. But I am always there - if you need to unload or if you need company; everyone is always welcome wherever I am (you know, except those super late night times with Mr. Moo).
I love you all and recognize that if it weren't for the good and the bad times in SL, I wouldn't be the person I am today.
So go Google yourself. :) See what comes up.