For the most part..I like to think of myself as a rational person.
I like to believe that the people I care about can always speak openly and honestly with me. I'll always help and support and do whatever I can.
Now, I am by no means to be confused with my blonde partner, Pollyanna. I am not a ray of sunshine and I am indifferent to most people that I meet (in RL and SL). I may come off as cold or unfriendly..but I warm up eventually, I guess.
But let me tell you.
There are some days where I just don't give a fuck.
I don't give a flying, walking, running, skiing or bungee jumping fuck about other people. I don't want to be a shoulder to cry on..I don't want to be an ear to whisper too..because (say it with me) I don't give a fuck.
I don't want to be patient or understanding..I don't want anything.
And I think..as a generally kind and tolerant person..
I am allowed.
You heard me.
I am allowed.
I don't go looking for fights. That's not my style. For the most part, I'll walk away because I know what I'm feeling will pass. And my usual self with resurface - eventually.
I am, by no means, making any excuses for anything I've done to anyone.
I'm just saying..
If I've ever been tolerant of you..of your moods..your IMS..your chat..your drama..your tps..your friends..your needs..your wants..your anything..then you should do the same for me.
Understand that I too am entitled to moods - I wasn't made with just one.
And thanks Kim..for letting me type in caps to you when I needed to the most.
:) I appreciate it.