For the most part..I like to think of myself as a rational person.
Mostly.
I like to believe that the people I care about can always speak openly and honestly with me. I'll always help and support and do whatever I can.
Now, I am by no means to be confused with my blonde partner, Pollyanna. I am not a ray of sunshine and I am indifferent to most people that I meet (in RL and SL). I may come off as cold or unfriendly..but I warm up eventually, I guess.
But let me tell you.
There are some days where I just don't give a fuck.
I don't give a flying, walking, running, skiing or bungee jumping fuck about other people. I don't want to be a shoulder to cry on..I don't want to be an ear to whisper too..because (say it with me) I don't give a fuck.
I don't want to be patient or understanding..I don't want anything.
And I think..as a generally kind and tolerant person..
I am allowed.
Yeah.
You heard me.
I am allowed.
I don't go looking for fights. That's not my style. For the most part, I'll walk away because I know what I'm feeling will pass. And my usual self with resurface - eventually.
I am, by no means, making any excuses for anything I've done to anyone.
I'm just saying..
If I've ever been tolerant of you..of your moods..your IMS..your chat..your drama..your tps..your friends..your needs..your wants..your anything..then you should do the same for me.
Understand that I too am entitled to moods - I wasn't made with just one.
And thanks Kim..for letting me type in caps to you when I needed to the most.
:) I appreciate it.
XOXO,
B
4 comments:
Okay Blissie, now tell us what you are really feeling.
Seriously. You have never been one to mince words or tell people what they want to hear in the time I have known you. This is what makes you who you are. It is something I admire in you.
Not everyone can be Pollyanna. This world is made up of a lot kinds of people and it is up to each to be true to who we are and never falter on that.
You go ahead and continue to be who you are. If you need to type in all CAPS, by all means you do that. You are real and I like that. Thank you.
OK BLISSIE :) I LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU TYPE IN CAPS SOMETIMES. IN FACT I STILL LOVE D EVEN THOUGH HE TYPES IN CAPS WITH 2 FINGERS REALLY LOUDLY - SO LOUDLY I CAN HEAR HIM TYPING ACROSS THE ROOM - WHEN HE IS MAD.
I don't consider myself a Polyanna - but really I appreciate the fact that some think of me that way. You must be talking about that other blonde in our SLives... Joonie :) *big grin* or maybe SheD?
Let it out baby - sometimes we just have to all LET IT OUT!
Well sometimes, and I hear ya, you just got to say FUCK, shake your head and smile at the absurdity of it all....
ROFL !
:) Thank you guys.
I appreciate the acceptance.
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