Well, I'm really fucking tired. And this is such an un-me like post, you may want to skip it.
All of this time in SL and I've dabbled.
Played in clubs, in stores, in parties..in lots of things.
I've had my time in everything and found that..nothing really suits me well.
And I encourage everyone to find their own way..and their own niche.
And people do.
But I've got to say..
I miss my friends. I miss everyone now.
I miss having fun. I miss wandering..and doing stupid things.
I'm sick as fucking hell of clubs..of SL work..of everything. It's so much..that I despise all SL clubs. I show up to support my friends and the people that I love..but I really..truly..hate clubs.
And yes. I get that the lindens help the working in SL, and a lot of people do it for their LOVE of what they do.
But I'm just saying..
I'm tired of everyone being so busy and caught up in their own SL careers to remember what two years ago was like.
I got this great five person pose in the bunny hunt..
But I can't find five people that aren't working to join me.
So yeah, I feel mopey and bummed.
And it's nobody's problem but mine - and I am the one that said I was drifting away in my own way..
But that's it.
Just how I feel.
And I'm not ungrateful for the friends that find time to fit me into their busy schedule. I really appreciate it, and I love just being able to spend time with them.